Double-Mindedness
Have you ever felt caught between two realities? That internal tug-of-war where you know your true, expansive nature, yet find yourself believing in the limitations of a “separate self”? This “double-mindedness” is a common experience, especially when we're trying to shift from one version of ourselves to another.
I believe this struggle primarily arises when we're still deeply identified with the illusion of a separate “me”. It's when we use our imagination or “inner paradise” as a tool to “make something happen” in the 3D world, rather than simply embracing our inherent divine power. Struggle is born when we see the „3D world“ as something that exists independently from our imagination — and it’s one of the reasons why I don’t like using the term „3D“ but for the sake of human language I will continue to do so in my writing and content in general. This approach, while well-intentioned, often stems from the identity of someone who is “trying to manifest” or “struggling to achieve” because the illusion of separation is still kept alive by doing so.
I also believe it is born out of the overcomplication of manifestation when one is caught in maintaining a specific state when in truth we are moving through a million of different states all the time. We don’t even have to hold onto a „specific state“ — but this is only possible when you stop identifying as a character who is „trying to manifest their desires“.
So, what if we shifted our perspective? What if, instead of trying to manifest, we simply gifted ourselves any experience we desire, recognizing that this is the ultimate destination — that you as Source are the ultimate destination? This can feel tricky, especially when „external“ circumstances or illusions seem incredibly convincing.
However, it's precisely in these moments that we're often called to turn inward the most – not to escape the 3D, but to stop escaping from ourselves as Source. To stop pretending that we’re not already the fulfillment itself. After all, everything truly comes from within. We have to develop spiritual sight and see beyond the illusions of the human experience. We have to stop relying purely on the human senses and see through the eyes of God instead.
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Embracing Your True Nature
When we operate from the profound realization of, "Oh, wow, I am the formless, faceless Life Force that animates all of existence, and I can take on any form anytime“, everything changes. Of course, the mind, with its old identity, might try to fight back — this is all it knows, its safety net.
But as long as we don't engage in that fight, or see it as a problem, but simply hold space for it and observe it, we're no longer playing ping-pong with different identities. The mind feeds off of thoughts — so, it’s quite common that when you start self-inquiry and challenge the nature of these thoughts, more thoughts and noise might arise, temporarily. As I said, the mind only knows its purpose as „the thinker“ and might panic when its old strategy no longer works. Also keep in mind that the mind (☻) is not a separate entity but a manifestation of your true nature just like this character with the body you believed was the totality of You for probably the majority of your life thus far.
With some practice, this process becomes effortless. It's simply God taking on different forms, none of which are our true identity. Think of it like a costume we can wear and just as easily take off!
“It’s a game, a dream dreamed into existence through you as the dreamer (what a tongue-twister!)”
The Nature & True Meaning of Desire
Desires are memories of something that has already happened
Desires are memories of something that has already happened
Desires are memories of something that has already happened
Desires are memories of something that has already happened
Desires are memories of something that has already happened
I repeatedly wrote this on purpose — to help you redefine your relationship with desire.
Neville Goddard said it perfectly: „Creation is finished“. Therefore there is nothing to be created and no creation that is finishing — which would put desire into an illusory future & turn it into something „outside of you“ or „not here yet“. Since it’s done, you have it, you have already received it, period. The moment a desire pops up, the moment you become aware of it, the moment you experienced it in your imagination, it has already happened, it is already yours.
Desire, in my opinion does no longer imply lack but fulfillment — it’s my God-Self communicating with „me“ (in truth, it’s just you as God communicating with yourself), sending „me“ reminders in form of nudges of whatis already mine.
How would it feel like to walk through the world and go about your world with this attitude?
What would change if you no longer see desire as something to get or „that is on its way“ but as a part of you — as a memory of something that has already happened?
What happens if you no longer associate desire with lack but fulfillment & simply accept it as a part of your life just like your breath?
What freedom would you gain if manifestation is no longer the olympic discipline of juggling states?
The Invitation
Manifestation is not about aquiring things and materializing your desires, it’s about something so so so much deeper: the remembrance of your true nature.
“Manifestation is a game where the unseen is made seen” — Nea
You can skip the exhaustion of jumping from one state to another: e.g. „for health & physical appearance, I do this, and for money & abundance, I do that“ and rest in the ultimate, „highest“ state — the umbrella state that takes care of everything you could ever want, need and desire, yep also the „specifics“. Also known as “the God-State”.
When you know yourself as Source — the one where all desires stem from, you automatically rest not just in but as the wish fulfilled.
What are the qualities of your true Self as Source? When all the noise and discomfort moved to the background and you become aware of the underlying, ever-present peaceful stillness that never left — aren’t qualities such as abundance, fulfillment, satisfaction, peace, wellbeing, safety & calm already present? Do your desires all of a sudden no longer feel like something that is „outside“ of you but already included within your infinite, all-encompassing awareness?
The next time, you find yourself falling back into the illusion of separation and the game of juggling states, pause and come back to the present moment. Zoom out, notice your breath, notice the sensations, the thoughts, this entire experience and notice yourself as the one who is noticing. A portal question such as „who or what is noticing this experience?“ can catapult you back into your true nature as God.
The more often you do this, the more natural it becomes and eventually it stops being a practice but second nature just like breathing From here, manifestation is no longer a rat race but a dance of self-expression. Of revelation instead of chasing.
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